Monday, 7 May 2012

STOP


Joshua was worried and he didn’t like the feeling. He was normally a very calm and stable sort of person, always aware of what was going on and what was expected of him, but not today.
            Everything had been fine until he got on the bus to go home; he’d sat down next to a little old lady when it happened. He would normally introduce himself to his seat partner, something he’d done now for almost all his life, as he hated the thought of not talking, of missing the opportunity to meet someone new and make his life more interesting.
            She turned to say something back and stopped, not just gone back to looking out of the window or reading the magazine, but actually stopped, frozen mid conversation. Joshua had politely waited for a moment, in case it was a medical condition she suffered from, before he’d spoken again.
            It was then he noticed everyone else had stopped, the bus had stopped, even a bird flying past the window outside had stopped in mid air. He reached passed the lady and tapped the window, hoping that the bird would startle and move again, but it didn’t, so after a moment or two he picked up his bag and made his way downstairs.
            The first problem he had was getting passed the woman with the shopping, she stood in the aisle before the exit and Joshua had to bend and squeeze himself under her arm in order to get to the door, and what little of her he did touch felt solid and cold but he was eventually through and pulling the door open before climbing down onto the road outside, before closing the door again behind him.
            He judged it was a good three miles to his home, but at least there would be enough light to see by and as he walked he marvelled at the frozen world, all those people stopped in mid heartbeat and the silence was terrifying.
            There where people arguing, their faces contorted and frozen in anger, others laughing, but the majority seemed to look sad, they walked down the road with their eyes on the floor, not even aware of the people they passed, the people that could have affected their lives for the better, and it made Joshua feel sad for them to have missed the opportunity.
            The world was filled with so much beauty, so much wonder if only people would take the time to look. All it would take was each person to stop and do something different, to stop following the normal route of their lives, to just realise that they have but one life to live and to waste it would be a shame.
            He stopped about a mile from home and put his bags down on the floor before crossing the road. On the other side he could see a young boy frozen between two cars, he was just about to step out into the path of a bus that he was to busy to see.
            With considerable effort Joshua managed to turn the lad slightly so he would walk into the stationary car, giving him a bruised knee was better that the other option anyway, Joshua reasoned, and you never know, that kid could invent something wonderful now and change the world, now that he would remain in it.
            The little things, they were all Joshua lived for, those little things that everyone else missed, and even now in this frozen landscape, he could still see the beauty around him, more so even. He always took time for things like this, and he found himself actually enjoying the experience.
            He enjoyed the bigger picture view as well, it wasn’t just the little things but the effect they had on others, the domino effect almost. He stopped to move a bird from under the claws of a cat that had managed to move up on it, he’d even stopped a mans car keys from falling down a drain, and for the hell of it, he swapped the coin half way into a coin toss, wishing he could see the child’s face as his 10p turned into a pound.
            Once home, he threw his bag onto the sofa before walking over the grandfather clock that stood in pride of place in the middle of the room. He chastised himself for forgetting to reset the weights, but smiled as the clock ticked again and the world continued outside, but in the end though, at least no one would know if he forgot.

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